There are times when I wonder if I shouldn’t just give up on Jessica.

Maybe this isn’t supposed to be anything more than friends.

Maybe I need to really force myself to think of her as just a friend.

If so, then we can’t talk on the phone as much. If that becomes the case, I’m sure before long we’ll be talking just about as often as Emily and I talk.

It seems so rational and it makes so much sense.

So why, after giving up on so many girls at the slightest hint of troubles, does this reasonable side of me sit still and irrationally allow me to wait?

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